UGLY IS COOL

I was never desired,
Nor was i Wanted,
Was i ever designated? No.
Neither was i needed.

You pushed me down to the core,
You called me names,
I am Brave enough to stay strong,
Because i know you and all your games.

Laughs and Smirks seem so familiar,
Whispers seem like my shadow,
And the harsh words are my Description.

My world seems to revolve around your Description,
Trying to fit myself according to your Perception,
Hurting Inside,
Smiling Outside.

Smiling outside,I am hurt
But who cares?
You don't because i know I am mocked at by you.

Guess what the "cruel world"
You pull me down; I climb up,
You hurt me; I Smile,
You make me Cry; I stay Strong,
And when you Describe me; I describe myself better than you.

i won't fight You,
I  wouldn't want you to like me,
I am not perfect and neither are You.
You might not find me "Worthy of You"
It's Fine,
Because to me "UGLY SEEMS TOTALLY COOL"!!

"THAT EVERLASTING LOVE"

The lights were flickering,

The air was still,

Everything was same as before,

But without you, I was left with nothing more.

You were the Life with Joy,

You had those eyes like stars,

Your Smile was endearing,

Your Heart was the Best of All,

You were mine, I knew it since i saw you in the FALL.

Holding your hand was my Favourite Thing,

Talking to you was the solution to all my problems,

Laughing aloud in your arms was my only reason for existence,

All of it was perfect and everything made sense.

Last Summer when i got that Call from your Mom,

She was Crying in Pain,

I knew at that moment you were with me no more,

I thought,"That Disease won over Everything"

And now no one would stand with that guitar at my door.

Now, When i look back at those happy moments,

Everything around me is barren.

I don't FIND YOU CALMING ME WHEN I PANIC,

I don't FIND YOU LOVING ME WHEN I AM HATED,

I don't FIND YOU STARING AT ME WHEN I AM IGNORED,

You held me Together,

But now i am Shattered.

YOUR ARDENT LOVE IS ENOUGH FOR ME.